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^H3HHro nonHO h fleTcKoe cepfl^, h TaK »e npHTHxna

HHHa-ManroTKa, KaK TpaBKa, KaK nTH^Ka, KaK bohhh . . .

TaK »e npoHHKHyTa cnaflocTHHM 3HoeM nonyflHa,

MyBcTByeT—umo-mo b HeH npocHTca k He6y h k cohh^,

Chobho flaneKaa cHHaa 6e3flHa MaHHT o6aaHHeM.—

cohh^ . . . oho—qapofleH-HcKycHTent BceBnacTHHH—

^apKHM flHxaHteM cbohm pa30rpen apoMaTH—h B03flyx

Hmh nponHTaHHHH, nHnca b rpyflt Hhhh OTpaBOH,

CnaflKOH 0TpaB0ro HerH, nro6BH, Hacna»fleHHa, »H3HH. . . .

HHTtro nyqH 30n0THe cboh npoTaHyn ^pt BceneHcKHH

K Ka»fl0H 6HHHHKe, ^eTKy,—ko BceMy, hto Morno »HTt h »hho.

^hho »HBee, nonHee, cTpacTHee Bcero—cepfl^ ManroTKH:

flyManoct MHoro eH flyM, a b rpyflH Bce KaKHe-TO 3ByKH

Hhhh, flpo»anH, 3BeHenH, crpyHnHct,—h k sthm-to 3ByKaM

CTpaHHO-HeacHHM h cMyTH0-n0HaTHHM npHcnymaBmHct,—»aflHO

HHHe xoTenoct hx My3HKy BHcKa3aTt chobom

Hnt necHtro,—T0ntK0 6 hm MHp 0T03Banca c03ByqH0.

MHp! .. ho KaKoä «e? . . Bot stot pa3flontHHä, pocKomHHä, BenHKHä,— CnHmKoM BenHKHä, tto6 necHH HecKnaflHHe cnymaTt, CnHmKoM cqacTnHBHä, hto6 rpycTHHe flyMH npHHaTt. . .

noMHHT K ToMy «e oHa, hto HaqantHoe cnoBo, "6e k Eory". CBeT BoccHan TontKo cnoBoM "fla 6yfleT!" Ee3 cnoBa MHpy He 6htb 6h, h ^pcraoBan Berao xaoc. A "fla 6yfleT" Eä He 3Byqano h BH3BaTt H3 rpyflH 6o«ecTBeHHHx 3ByKoB— HeKoMy,—HeKoMy nepBoro cnoBa cKa3aTt—h Koro «e EoroM bo3moäho npH3HaTt? . .

A BenHKoe umo-mo— B TpaBax npocTHx h ^eTax h b flepeBtax h b KpomeqHHx 3naKax— TaHeTca npocHTca k conH^« eMy cBoro flaHt Bce npHHocHT flepeBo—nHcTHK a TpaBKa cBoä ^BeT h ^eTOK—apoMaTH TpoHt nyqe3apHoro $e6a—na3ypHHe bhch BoflH pHcyroT tto6 conH^ noBcrofly ero HaxoflHno; Eontme: tto6 conH^ h He6o y Hor cbohx 3peno. TaK-To Moryqa Moryqero cHna h cHna O6^eä nro6BH k HeMy ^noä npHpoflH ... O conH^! ConH^-BnacTHTent! KaK th o6aaTentHo «ryqe! . .

Bot h no yTpy: boctok nHmt qyTt-qyTt no3naTHnca—

Bo3flyx flporHyn 3ho6om cTpacTH h pa6tro noflepHynHct BoflH, nTH^KH eMy noHecnH cboh nyqmHe necHH.

B bhch na3ypHoä ohh noToHynH, a 3ByKH nHnHca.

He6o, H Bo3flyx h nec oTflaneHHHä, h 6nH«Haa po^a, none, nyra, no6epe«te h cafl ornacHnHct hx necHeä

3BoHKoä, 3BeHa^eä, paccHnqaToä, paflocTHoä, cTpacTHoä.

ConH^—He 6or nH? . . EMy nH neTt cTaHy? .. Hy! nycTt BH3HBaeT . . .

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